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So many thoughts running through my head these days... so random and scattered... can't even gather them and get them organized... a weird feeling... a sense of unsettledness... dunno why... I'm not exactly unhappy... but somehow there's a lack of 'liveliness' in me... v stoned...

Deep down inside I know God is there for me... and I sense His peace (am v thankful for it... and it's perhaps why I am still functioning normally)... but then there seems to be an outer cloud of uncertainty... abt what? I simply can't put a finger to it... just pure weirdness... maybe I'm missing home too much... o well... guess this is just a passing phase... so I'll be fine...